Wednesday – This was an early morning as I just had my dear grade 11 at 7 o’clock. I did not sleep particularly well last night which is unusual for me thankfully and I mention it only because I am a bit tired and therefore more emotional. Riding to the school this morning was hard. I kept looking at the landscape but especially the children heading to school and found it difficult to know I won’t be seeing this much longer. I am caught between two worlds. I want to come home and be with all my dear ones but this is home too and I can’t have them both at the same time.
After teaching I returned to the office. A passing pastor came and greeted me enthusiastically, as if we had met before. I didn’t recall it but know I have forgotten some people I have met on previous trips. After a brief chat, he asked if he could pray for me. Of course! Well, what a prayer! It brought tears as he prayed for blessing and strength and much more. When he was done, I felt like we had approached the very throne of God! After he left, Kingsley told me I had been mistaken for LuAnn! Brought me back to earth but I still felt blessed. I will share it with her when she arrives on Saturday.
Late in the morning we headed out to Siazwela School. This was a school that until very recently was holding classes under a large tree! Now there is one two room classroom building, a teacher’s house, and a borehole. Another classroom building is under construction and they were doing the floor. It was such fun as they were many villagers there taking part or just hanging there and being enthusiastic – mainly the women and children. It pleased me to see the men working hard! There is still a long way to go – one group was meeting under a small thatched roof with a propped chalkboard. There are 273 students with 5 trained teachers and 3 assistants. Much improved over last year’s single teacher! It was a happy place to be and I continue to meet more of Kingsley’s Tonga “wives!”
I returned a bit early and got a nap in for which I was grateful.
Dinners with Keith and LeeAnn will be over soon and I will miss them. They have become friends. I wish I had brought over another suitcase full of gifts because there are so many people I want to thank and honor.
We had pizza last night! It was terrific. One of them had these yummy mushrooms that are growing nearby on a fallen boabob. Yes, they have been checked and are quite safe. Such a treat and we sat drinking our wine, listening to the lapping of the lake and talking until 9. Good fellowship indeed.
Thursday – had a lovely sleep and nice dreams. One included Elliott running up to me and giving me hugs and kisses! I woke with a smile on my face.
Today was my last day at Makonkoto as a teacher. I will visit next week with the Lake Grove group but this ends my formal time. Luckily I had 2 sections of each class so had some good time. We covered some review materials but near the end of class for grade 8, I asked them to sing and dance for me. Oh my goodness – it was so wonderful!!! I taped it and will try to post it when I get home. With 67 students in the room, there wasn’t too much room to dance but they moved and clapped. One of my happiest memories here.
I also enjoyed the time with grade 11. It is harder to say goodbye to them as I have gotten to know them as individuals. I especially enjoy a couple of them.
Although it is hard to leave the students themselves, I admit to being a bit relieved that the teaching is done. I felt such a responsibility to do well. In the US, if I screw up it just reflects badly on me. But here, I would feel that I had really let down the side – World Vision, Americans and even white people! It’s rather silly, I know, but there it is.
This afternoon I finally had my tea party for the women I have worked with. There were 7 of us. It was rather unlike a tea party at home as I had to make do with what I could buy at the grocery last week. But we had peach tea, cold, and cheese and crackers, orange sections, chips, cookies and candy. LeeAnn had also so generously made a delicious apple cake. The staff set up a table for us so it was nicer than I had even hoped. The people here at the lodge have just been so kind to me! As the time started the women all seemed a bit shy but things warmed up and I think they enjoyed it. One of them prayed for me at the close, such a blessing, and this time I knew it was for me! Charity was also here so I was so happy about that. She just returned last evening. I do hope I can have some time with her tomorrow before things get very busy here. Tomorrow is the reading and math competition. I am really looking forward to it.
It is starting to feel like things are drawing to a close even though I still have two weeks here. I will certainly make the most of it.
Love to all,
Jill

Our tea party!